Warmth without the sun

"The sky isnt sunny but I feel the heat.. I cant see you but I certainly can feel your presence."

Picture taken in Gold Coast. I wanna go back there againnn... Love the beach, love the sun, love the surfers, Love the entertainment!


I'm in a mood for perky songs. One of my random pick! Cute video.

Feeling hungry already..

Lemons to Butterly Kisses

"Feelings.. They cruise through a maze of unknown direction. Complicating yet delicate. A second of surprise changes the direction of one's feeling with no rules. However, with faith, one's heart will bring itself to where it belongs. Let it be a million years, one day, we'll meet again"


Today was my very first actual class, Applied Macroeconomics. It aint like usual Macro.. Its very much in dept which was rather interesting yet killing my brain cells softly inside. It went on for 3 hours straight with barely a 15mins break. Full concentration was absolutely needed.. We also got a gift from the lecturer, a whole stack of notes. Like a WHOLE bundle of it. I was horrified by the amount.. If you know what I mean.....

Oh hell, this will be my storybook of the year.

My first class, and it was already terrifying. I wonder hows next. Talking about my next class, it starts at 830am! Who would want to start a class at 830 in the morning?!? and for 3 hours? Wish me luck please. Plus, its econometrics techniques. Hallelujah! I just put myself in hell. hahaha!

It was a pretty icky morning for me.. I was praying hard that someone would make my day a lil more enlivening and yes, butterfly kisses i felt.. hehe! What a day... Love and thank you.

Signing out~

Happy Happy

"Can you make me smile like the sun and give me brightness like the star even when it rains?"

My last post was so emo. ahahahah! So now, something doodlely-wee happy post.

Modelling sikit. hahahaa malu~

Look beyond things and never turn back.

Let it be a happy day today. and it will be for the rest of the other days. No point hogging on something useless right right? blehhh...

Smile smile smile smile smile!! weeeeeee....

Signing out~

Love + Celebration

"I do not regret for what I wrote, the sentiment I face as I dashed off each and every single word that can't be rewritten. I embrace them, I learn from them, and thats how I understand myself truly.."

I admit I was plain dumb, but guess what? you're not that smart afterall. I sacrificed more than you did, but I know, you'll regret more than ever. I gave you an opportunity, you took it without gratitude. Your huge loss not mine. Well, let me tell you whats certainly true, the love that I gave you is something you'll never experience it ever again.. never... ever..... A curse? No. Just the truth.

A friend once told me, 'Let the boy be as long as they know how to come back'. Well it works for.. I believe 5% of the girl population? Excuse me? If a girl would ever say yes to that, you're dating a slut in a not-so-much-love relationship. The guy would probably enjoy it much for a moment.. A MOMENT.. got that? in the end, part of him will regret for the rest of his life.. REST OF HIS LIFE. Look, I'm not writing for the guys to read coz I know it aint worth it.They have a heart like stone with a crazy ass man ego especially in all these kinda stuff. Its for the girls... no point being regretful and having a second thought on these kinda ppl. Dont waste ur time if u know you've tried your best and nothing ever worked.

Lol Emo! Yes I am. No doubt. What wonderful discovery I made on a Happy Chinese New Year! Will it change my perspective of my very own life? Yes, it will. To how? That's for me to find out, let it be good or bad. I dont care coz guys are just someTHING not worth putting effort on sometimes most of the time unless someone can prove me wrong on this statement. I hope someone will coz neither do I like that statement.

Yada yada yada..... Chinese New Year was.. so far so good! It was more than expected. I didnt had that super woo-hoo felling this time around probably due to hmm.. no idea. ahaha!

New Year's Eve I had awesome home cooked food! Nyuumm!!

And ss pics of me on Chinese New Year! Wooohoo!! I just wanna brag how nice my cheongsam is.. nyahahahaaa! love!

Do I look like a china girl now?

Love lil ee-yor on the couch!

You see, what happens when we have Cny and Valentines on the same day? For me, I get a whole mixed up feeling of joy, happy, sad, frustration and disappointments. But, Cny can be a pretty good excuse for not celebrating Valentines! Save up that money, avoid complications and that bobbly time management with family or darling. Am i right? lol! What a Valentine New Year.

Thats all for tonight. Good night.

Next Chapter

"Sometimes I rather not care at all than to care a bit"


It can be quite daunting when you dont know if what you're doing is right for your future? Most of my dearly friends have found permanent full time jobs in their life.. like the 9-5pm kinda job?! Can u believe it that we're that old ALREADY!! Working their ass off to get pocket money and not relying anymore on papi and mami. No doubt I'm really proud and happy for them. As for those who decided not to work yet, I can see that they have their own sweet plans for the future as if they're so prepared for it. What about me? Am I on the right track? hmmm..... honestly, there's nothing Im really looking forward to besides reminding myself how crazy honours can put me into. hahaha! You'll probably see me in grey hair end of this year. lol!

Sometimes finding that courage and hope to stand tall and be certain about the future isnt that easy at all. "Life is simple"? hell noo... well.. it is simple if we disregard all the imperfections of human kind. No?

Anyway, I'm still a kido. nyahhahahaha!! a stick of choki-choki for me pweaseee..

Chinese New Year is just around the corner. I cant wait for it! Cant wait for nyummylicious food, new clothes, relatives, not forgetting the ang paos! Happy Chines New Year to all! and I dont know when I'll write again haha..

I had a wonderful time with all my friends back here in subang. Im so lazy to upload all pictures on blog, thats why I rather do it on facebook haha!

Thats all for super lazy day.