Temptations

"So tempting, so evil, so unforgettable. Instead of saving, it made one spend even more because it is cheaper. How psychological.. I hate you at times, Sales" 

 Sales makes me go Ooo OOo Ah AH!!!

Somewhat today, has been a very productive day for me. I worked my ass off cleaning the toilet which hasn't been cleaned for months! OMG. It was so dirty, I have no idea how my other housemates could bear them. So, beware of who's your housemates. Choose and pick properly. Never get the ones you have a close relation with, sometimes they tend to take advantage and then they become really really pampered! Argh!! *pissed off! Good luck next year when I'm OFF for good!  

Besides that, I've printed out 5 copies of my resume but only achieved to hand out ONE to Bardot in Melb Central. omg. so sad. I know.. Nobody wants to hire me.. :( but I'm not giving up on retails yet! Besides finding for money, I spent some money. How bad is that? I bought myself a whole new set of bag for makeups, toiletries, brushes, etc.. My makeup bag is overflowing =/

I bought this,

 Cute right? for $15!! 

and and..

I got this for free!!! 

I was so so happy when I opened the paperbag that was packed with my bag that I bought. YEAY! Now I have a beach / stayover bag! *jumps jumps jumps!

And I kinda just noticed where all my money went. Before this I was thinking.. I only bought 1 dress, 2 leggings from Sydney and a jacket which totalled up about $150 and thats it! THATS IT! no tops, no other dresses.. So little right? I spent so much more last year.. LOL! Think through it, I finally knew where all that money went...... Make ups, Brushes, SHOES!!! Makeups and brushes aint cheap man!

Yes, I'm a shoe addict!!!

$20 bucks! Like it or not.

I'm gonna have a huge closet for muh own shoes! Walk in closet that is. =D

Especially during sales. $20 bucks! How cheap is that!! How can you resist??? and it's effing nice unlike Msian shoes fugly! :( sorry papi, I hate sales too and shoes is a necessity in my life. HAHA *spoiled! not really larrr..

Other shoes?

Love the design. It was about $17 bucks? It was on SUPER sale!!  

Bought this last year. This is pricey. About $49 :(

This cost $21 bucks. Hardest to wear of them all. I practically need someone to hold while walking. I can trip anytime!!! 4 inch stilletos. I'm so not good with 4 inch and above. Maybe its my cold feet? Hmm. Oh well, got to start practising for good! 

 

TaDAa!! LOVe them all!

Other stuffs?

Bronzer for contouring!

This crayon eyeliner is good! Love it!

Bad side is when I draw it on the bottom waterline, it still smudges. but it doesnt smudge thatt bad.. just have to recheck everytime :(

I'm gonna try Sephora Brand Flashy liners the next time! Heard its good and doesn't smudge!

Have no idea what type of mascara to get and they have TONES with different statements and packaging.. but generally they mean the same, Longer and Thicker Eyelash. Right?? Gosh! So I randomly picked this. Reviews for this weren't that good found in Google. Lol!! but it's alright for me. it made my lashes look longer and thicker! :)

It doesn't have that usual round brush.. This flat brush made it much easier in terms of separating the eyelashes apart. It's better than the usual one though. I hate it when lashes stick together and it's soooo troublesome using a comb to comb through it again! But, this comes together. So easy! Suitable for a quick touch up! 

I'm in love with make up brushesss!! I bought EcoTools make up brushes. they are soft!! Love'em! I ordered brush protectors as well! Apparently, its effective in drying and storing the brush. Cant wait for them to arrive!

But one thing that I hate? Washing them and waiting for it to dry. It takes FOREVERrr.. lol! But it works so much better than your fingers or sponges.

Kabuki brush!!! Adorable! 

Black scarf! to keep me warm. The weather is getting crazy!! 5 degrees right now. I'm still finding a good pair of gloves. preferably, a fingerless gloves? lol!

See, that's it! No money already!

I'm off to paint my nails! maybe sleep. ah! Good night bloggy!

Signing out~

Relieved!

"Lets not get drops from the sky but get soaked under the rain. Dont give me clouds because I want sunshine. Dont tell me kinda because i need to feel it to know you mean it.. "

Im done with exams at last!!!!!! WOOOHOoooo!! Felt like a huge burden off my shoulder. what a wonderful relieve. Its amazing when you dont have anything to do everyday! Its so much more stressful when studying is in your plan instead of thinking what to do when you're free? get it? lol. Oh well.. There's actually a few things in mind to do during the hols. but seriously, i just wish i could earn some cash everytime i sleep.. like an hour for 5 bucks? HAHA ok i can dream..

So, what exactly am i gonna do?

• Gym! As much as 4 days a week! I really wanna work my body out but the problem is..I dont have the motivation to do so. HOW? fat lorr... haha
• Find a part time job!! like seriously.. I'm broke.. but im kinda picky in work and the pay. HOW? no money lorr...
• Watch GLEE!!! from the very start. hahahaaa!! super outdated i know! no.. its not even outdated, is total newbie. *whatevah!
• Buy hand gloves. Its getting really cold. My fingers, especially cant take the breezing cold weather.. :( no bf la tu! gloves shall keep me warm!! =D
• Re-dye my hair. RE-dye!! I just dyed my hair yesterday, and it turned out darker than the previous colour i had. OMG! so stupid right seriously? $20 down the drainnnn.. well the only good thing is, it covered my grey hair. thats it. hallelujah!
• Will be trying new recipes!! Those who want to be a guinea pig, feel free to be one. Each meal, $5. very cheap already. Ingredients expensive ok! and remember? I'm broke! hahaha!!
• Paint muh nails!! Girl's favourite past time. :)
• Take good care of my face. It needs constant treatment due to over-stressed period over the last few weeks and ever-hormonal acne. I found a really fantastic mask for acne. It's called DDF Sulfur Therapeutic Mask. It does cure my pimple after a few use. Its amazing! but I'm still looking for a good vitamin mask or so..
• Go out have fun enjoy Melbourne before 2nd sem starts!!! geee...
• Pray pray pray pray my results wouldnt be THAT bad. :(
• Sleep early? haha not! somehow, that's not gonna happen. 
• Oh my, i nearly forgot. my Thesis!!! bahahahahaha!! fail to the max. Urgh. More research..... dun laik!but guess it'll be better than er studying??

That's it I guess?

Some motivation for me to go to the gym more often:


Damn friggin HOT right!!!! omg. My future bf like that lah! ahahah!! but cannot also.. later hot girls like in the vid steal my bf away. Sigh. How? I shall go for ugly and fat. HAHA! so crap! single lah! easy peasy..

Thats all for today. Adios!

Signing out~

Stress

"... Because, pictures last longer than one's memory"

Never in my life I've complained so much about studies. At this point, I HATE ASSIGNMENTS!! Remember once, when u had all assessments concentrated on just exams but not assignments? and you just wished you were examined by assignments to escape the hectic week of exams? URGH. now, I just wish for no assignments and tests. Is that possible? What i've done this semester, specifically for the past 4 months:

• Read over 180 journals. not blardy 5 page journals but 20+ pages.. 
• Written hmm about 20,000 words worth of assignments. maybe more? I dont know. but its way over my limit. 
• Never used Dictionary.com that much in my life till NOW..
• Learned so many new words till I forgot what was the first word I learned
• Google - without it, goodbye Honours.
• Green Tea is MY LIFE SAVER. it does wonders! LOVE it! pre-requirement, green tea everyday for a living.

The ONE good side:
It's all gonna be overrrrr in 2 weeks time!! WOOT!

buttt...

then comes, T-H-E-S-I-S.

This will be done and over with.. and I foresee myself being proud for all the shits that I've went through. I will i will.. I hope =/ *keeps positive thinking....*

needs hugs ;(

Signing out~
my hair is growingg!!!!! end of this year, mission: cut bangs! like it or not.
im blogging much faster than before. must be the skills that i've brought in from writing so much for assignments LOL

Perseverance

 "Can I follow you like a shadow behind, catch you if you fall, carry you if you're weak, smile along when you're happy, and to remind you that you're never alone?"

I cant wait to end this with you. Despite that you gave me so much knowledge in life, you had too much responsibilities I had to cope up with. It's so hard going through life like this for years. I will, for sure acknowledge every single bit of life experience with you. I guess this is how, people learn and cultivate one's ingenuity for future advantage. Whether or not I'll get back together with you again in the future, I'll ensure that it will be off for the better. For now, let the 18th of June 2010 mark the end of our relationship, Mr. Exam.

I'm going to start bitching about studies because it's stressing me out..
I nearly failed my 40% assignment F**ku! need some self efficacy to survive. Pressures on when u're surrounded with super smarties and you feel like a dumb shit. fuckmylife. I've never been so hardworkin in life for such a long duration of 3 months! In my ENTIRE LIFE! Blardy 3 months unlike a week or two in previous semesters. People say "enjoy your study life as much!!" UGRH! how to enjoyyyy..... keepin up with smarties damn freakin hard you knoww..its like if you're dumb means you're dumb?if you're a genius means you're a wizard? ass..

the good stuff? what im learning is no doubt interesting. ;) that's the ONLY thing that keeps me going.

but then again, go dieshitasscrazybabi assignments and exams!

*I forgot to add in this lovely song. Yiruma is awesomeshit!!

wish I could play like him. or someone please teach me. :)

Signing out~

loves eating ice cream with nestum! nyuuumm..

Weep for joy

"Lets not go through sadness under a weeping willow but through tears of joy under a sacred tree"

I found a rather interesting statement from The Age:

Without sadness, we would never know what happiness is.... To be fully human – to be "normal" – is to be occasionally engulfed by waves of grief or sadness, and stymied by feelings of despair, doubt or disappointment. Without all that, we'll never know what happiness is (even assuming we know what we're looking for).... Sadness is as authentic an emotion as happiness. The fleeting moments of bliss and joy, and even the deeper sense of contentment that occasionally envelopes us, only make sense because they represent such a contrast with the experience of pain, trauma or sadness, or even with those times when we feel ourselves trapped in a tedious, dreary routine.

So is happiness beyond our control? something to ponder.. :)

For the past week,

Just baked Vanilla Butter Cake yesterday!! for breakfast, tea time and supper! Nyum..

At last! i found myself a uni bag from Kate Hill that I love much!!! Pls stay as strong as forever, coz u're not cheap! 

My new pouch for my baby camera coz I lost the old one!!!!! DAMN SAD OK! and this shit cover cost me $20 = RM60? I can get it for RM10 in Msia. It's the cheapest n nicest I could find here in Melb :( Alllll for my baby cam.. But so prefer this cover than the previous one. hehe!

This is what I learn for Micro. More more more journals :( but less exams :) in a way, its better for me. I HATE EXAMS!

For Macro presentation. Macro is no easy shit! especially with all the methodology.. equations...symbols.... proving... blehhh!

*fingers crossed* Possible topics for my thesis. Hopefully, i dont die halfway doin it. 

My superly packed time table for this week till.. the last day of exams. :(

Whats in due?

Macro 10% Presentation, Macro 20% Survey Paper, Micro 50% Test, Econometric Techniques 15% Assignment, Financial Economics 40% Assignment. Two 70% Final Exams.

and why am I still here bloggin?? Sigh. 100% will regret for not having sufficient time. 

How i wish, I could skip all these and go back Msia to see my bestiess and celebrate their buttdays!!! Miss them much, Jacq Dee Munhoe. and Sheela.. in NewCastle. lol! Happy birthday to all May Babiesss. xoxo

and no.. i'm not going back to Msia after exams. Flight tickets are way too expensive :( *sob

Despite all these pre-stress period..

Chocolates will never fail to fill me up!

Signing out.
I like boys men who can cook!