Like a star

"I would stare out of my window and wait for a shooting star."

Effing cute video of Pon and Zi. :)))

and I loveee Marie Digby. love her voice. love her songs.. she's amazing. I wish i had a good voice and able to sing like her.. :(

I'm currenltly hooked to folk, accoustic music.. I think they're just lovelyyy..

Signing out.

Do you believe in fate?

"We only live once. Treasure now because you can never take a step back."

I was in shocked when a friend of mine was taken by angels today. I just got to know him this year.. which indeed, the memory of how we met is very clear. Although, I'm not very close to him, he's still a friend I mix with almost every week before I left to Aus. It was too shocking when I got the news. It was too fast when life just ended just like that. I'm sorry for all his love ones, I'm sorry for those who knew him for years, I'm sorry for those who knew him even just for a day. He doesn't deserve to leave us for what I know. There's so much for him in life.

But, you know what? I believe he's having a great time with angels up above, I believe God is his best friend. I believe he wants us to happy. I believe he wants us to go on with our lives. I believe this is how life is.

A walk to remember:

The day we met together with Jacq @ Rootz. It was a really random night. Haha. and I remember Chew saying "this guy, he's very cute" when we were waiting outside of his house. LOL

Jacq & I were talking and laughing about Ron. He was indeed a nice guy. 

Me: Can you help me drink this shot?

Ron: If I get drunk, you're responsible to carry me back.

Me: Nooooo.. dream on lol
*he drank, and I didnt have to carry him. woot!* 

 

It was a fun night!!

Karaoke session..

In Velvet,

 And my farewell, before I left to Aus..

Everyone misses you :)

Lesson learned, treasure your friends and loved ones.. even for a minute. It'll be worthwhile when you look back, dead or alive. Life's unfair, everyone knows it.. and that's one thing we can't avoid. Going through it is a challenge, overcoming it is an achievement.. may our hearts stay strong.

Love,
Jin

Past Left Unwanted

"Get up, walk straight, stop. look back, admire how far you've walked, smile. look front, continue walking forward..never afraid to fall down again because you're not walking on the same path."

 

How do you convince someone that you're telling the truth when that someone has been through the opposite of what the truth is?

Answer: Time will tell.

but, what if patience fall before time?

8 Randoms:

• I finally got my Tupperware tumbler. I'm a happy easily-satisfied girl!
• It's 3am in the morning and I've a class at 10am tomorrow. Tell me why am I not sleeping?
• Tomorrow is freee transport day, and I've no where to go. More like.. no cash to party..
• If I have money, I want to get a lomography camera, and I want to go skiing.
• Got a toffee, a few chuppachups, a box of popcorn, an apple, during the Countdown for Iphone4. and no, I didnt get one. Im a berryinblue person.
• Ate icecream on the way back, ice creams never let me down. 
• Lecturer said Honours students are smarter than Masters. I'm not convinced. 100% doubt I am. 
• My parents have low expectations on me. They pray for me to Pass. I pray to get Distinctions. Very demotivating. 

Video below, I think she has 90% higher vocabulary, IQ, and knowledge than me. not good. ifeelstupid but good speech.

 

Signing out.

I see you

"Life's not so complicating when there's nothing in between."

Sometimes its better to leave than to stay

Sometimes its better to neglect than to care

Sometimes its better to forget than to remember

Sometimes its better to stay apart than to stay close

Sometimes doing the right things will not lead to the right outcome

 So, should we play nice or nasty?

For now, idontgiveafuck :)

needs extreme luck, motivation, hardwork, and a geek's brain  

life's good without the heart.

Signing out.

What if

"What if.. everyone knows the future, will enemies exist in the world then?"

What if people knew the future? will people have boundaries in their lives? with only a certain amount of friends? who hardly make any mistakes in life? The good thing is, you can always avoid sadness but.. sometimes the journey towards sadness brings happiness. Which sacrifice would u make? going through that one sadness or sacrificing the chance of being happy for a period? Remember, when you had so much fun in life till you found out you had to leave someplace or someone? If you knew things will end up so badly, do you think you'll even be in that place or with that one?

The beauty of life..

I rather not know the future and let the present do its thing towards future. 

Second semester in Honours, is somewhat not as hectic as the 1st. Not sure if its a good thing, but i know the subjects this semester is wayyy tougher. It's so unfair that Masters students get to do their assignments in groups, whereas, in honours we had to do it individually :( No wonder some say Honours are tougher than Masters! but i doubt so? i dont know.. maybe.. For now, I only have 6 hours of class, 2 subjects, so 3 hours each subject, Wed & Fri.. so free right? lol. not to forget, I've my thesis to do!!! 

In about a week time, it'll be August. 5 more months before I head back to Malaysia. It's amazing how time flies and before you know it, I'm back in Msia working my ass off in God-knows-what. I dont know even know if I'll survive in investment banks for life coz I doubt I will even for a week. 9 to 5pm job aint my style of living my world man.. oh well, we'll see. If you see me begging for money in ss15, pls spare me some money ok? :)

Signing out.

Loving the sun shining through my window.